Unnamed.
A hot mess.
A volcano in a dress.
A world out of whack
ten year olds on crack
People getting the sack
Elderly watching there back
Paedophiles on chat
And I can’t get out of bed?
And I wish I were dead?
Say,
the days I feel fine
I’ll treat you kind
And I’ll hardly mind what dirt you find
And it’s them days I wish to rewind.
Then Follows a storm in my mind
A tsunami of kind
Taking drugs, getting blind
To numb my pain?
I feel insane.
Well my mind is demented
my Reality augmented
And Daily diseases are being invented
And with Constant want tempting the tempted
The world has presented…
So much thirst
For a life of worth
And I try, I rehearse
Slipping over on turps
Light a fire, feel it hurt
I rest on one thought,
Look at what life has bought
I don’t hear the birds sing
I can’t imagine a wedding ring
People happy make me cringe
All I want to do is whinge
isn’t that nice?
I’m such a delight
My friends must be alright.
They’d sleep well at night.
I hope they don’t get too much of a fright
I’ll leave on the light.
And at school I did okay
No certificates or hoorays
So there were no parties or praise
Some days…
I just couldn’t retain information
Except that problem with my ovulation
hell, I’m more fixated on makeup and foundation
Now give me an explanation
Or some visualization,
Help me soak it in.
I want to breathe it in.
A stranger in this town
Eyes Google me up and down
And I frown
why do I care what they think?
This place is so far behind
I feel like an extinct animal of some kind
if I’m a jack –in-a-box they wind and they wind
They’re forcing me onto the wine.
Ask me how I feel in a week.
I know I’m freak.
Do you take me as a fool?
With your certificate and all
it acts like a tool,
Helping you dig into my hurt
Dig deep into my dirt
Pervert
My nipples stiff against my shirt
‘Cos I’m cold.
And you’re old
And your life’s almost over
And the pictures to big
the worlds to dead
No one hears what’s being said
as the deserts are red
And the ice is spread
I’m going back to bed.